lonely growth

Filed under: mood — mouscind at 1:12 am on Tuesday, October 28, 2008  Tagged ,

Often, we find ourselves unable to find those other rare individuals who are choosing the same path as ours. The path of sloppy and lazy is full of other people to meet and talk to. The path of whiners is full. The path of being safe, generic, and boring is so crowded you almost cannot even move forward. Isn’t that why you left that path? You had a need to move forward, a need for some elbowroom, a need to spread your arms wide, a need to be seen as special, unique, different. The masses may admire you, but they are not going to be able to really relate to you. You will be alone much of the time.

I don’t regret those times of loneliness at all. Through loneliness I’ve learned the beauty and wealth and necessity of solitude, and I’ve learned to be able to do many things on my own that many people would love to be able to do.

Lonely is one kind of life

Filed under: Uncategorized — mouscind at 7:49 pm on Sunday, July 13, 2008  Tagged , , ,

Lonely is one kind of peaceful life. I’m in the small library, burning a stove to be fragrant, a wisp of smoke which curls rise very straightly has poked the ceiling, probably in the room air is the absolute static, my breath has not mixed mighty waves to resemble.

I alone secretly look at that smoke line to stare blankly. Outside the room in the garden lilac also brings many bright red sallow leaves, the withered leaf chaotic sound to be possible to hear very clearly is a low voice clear interruption sound first, hitting the trunk and branches clash sound, but it is falls on the spatial step the flap finally. In this lonely I have realized my existence – - moment isolated existence. This kind of boundary is not too easy, with environment related, concerns with the mood.

Lonely not necessarily must arrive in remote mountain big Ze to seek, so long as the innermost feelings are quiet in the shopping district, the mean alley may feel casually to kind of elusive long-drawn-out leisurely boundary, so-called ambitiously self bias. In this kind of boundary, we may hover in the imagination and jump out this mortal world the sediment, tours with the ancient. Therefore we said that lonely is one kind of peaceful life.