happy heart

Filed under: mood — mouscind at 11:27 pm on Tuesday, September 23, 2008  Tagged , ,

I do not know what I may appear to the world,but to myself I seem to have been only like a boy playing on the seashore, and diverting myself in now and then finding a smoother pebble or a prettier shell than ordinary, whilst the great ocean of truth lay all undiscovered before me.

In the park, I see many trees and beautiful flowers. There are many children They are playing games happily.

I do like to take pictures here. Not only do I like taking pictures here, I also like lying down here with my doggy, we both like the hallway.

Sarah and Tom arrived this morning with little Tessie. Can you remember how we both hugged each other tightly when we saw our tiny granddaughter for the first time? I can’t believe she will be eight next month. I am trying not to cry, my love, as I tell you how beautiful she looks today in her pretty dress and red shiny shoes, she reminds me so much of you that first day we met. She has her hair cut short now, just like yours was all those years ago. When I met her at the door her smile wrapped around me like a warm glove, just like yours used to do, my darling.

When that happy moment comes , will every woman be beautiful –as beautiful , at any rate , as the natural shape of her features , with or without surgical and chemical aid , permits ?

calm your heart

Filed under: mood — mouscind at 2:32 am on Wednesday, September 10, 2008  Tagged , , , , ,

My heart is not happy, using prayer to help myself to calm down, and closing my eyes and composed myself with infinite precaution. A moment of fear go through my mind but I tell myself to calm down since I am still alive. Well. A piece of advice. I need to get some fresh air and calm down. Then, go back to my dorm and work really hard to get it done. Maybe because here is the only place that I have a single room where I can calm myself at nights, listening to quiet piano music, clear my mind, and freely write down anything I want to say. I will be challenged to calm my emotions and to know where i end and the other person begins.I attempt to correct this mistake leads my closer to the real problem: myself.

Give myself time to get set, i smile to myself and calmly prepare for the day ahead of me.i think I can do it.

for you,i will

Filed under: Uncategorized — mouscind at 2:34 am on Thursday, September 4, 2008  Tagged , ,

for you ,i will
when i see you ,i love you
my heart will be filled with you
if i could have you
i don’t know what to do
marriage,need many reason
to renew love
they have the blessing and approval
to take care of each other
a warm embrace can rely on in the loneliness
to achieve rationalization of the use and sharing of resources
and so on
but i want to marry you
because i love you only
if you will
please tell me
i will wait you
for you,i will

my heart

Filed under: Uncategorized — mouscind at 8:08 pm on Tuesday, July 15, 2008  Tagged ,

this is a poet that i am like it hoping you can like it ,too.

My heart beats so fast, so fast, so fast

My life is giving, giving, giving back to me all reasons to be

I’m going, going, going nowhere not until you’re here

My mind is just where you are, you are, you are

My dreams always always always confuse

Through early morning fog I see
Visions of the things to be
The pains that are withheld for me
I realize and I can see

The pain grow stronger watch it grin

A brave man once requested me
To answer questions that are key

My love is so hard, so hard, so hard to feel and it won’t ever leave